The moment you’ve been waiting for all year

Theme of celebration

Hopeful anticipation

They say “the expectations of the Righteous shall not be cut off”

So I’m putting in my best

Celebrating with the rest

Feeling like am blest

And for the records, I passed the test.

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Days turn into weeks

Weeks being pregnant delivered months

First time it was an error

But second time hit like a stabbed wound

I am not sure whether to feel disappointed

Or to be grateful after-all, all things work together

In any case, I know God is good

Whether or not the good I expected come through.

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The pain I feel

This wound hurt

Too deep to share

Don’t ask me what it is

Cause you may be opening up

The wound that should be healing

I guess you just let the sleeping dog rest.

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Either there are questions I shouldn’t be able to ask

Or there are questions I am afraid to ask

In any case, there are questions yet to be answered

But I know that the King has all answers

And he hides nothing precious from his beloved friends

So I will trust the King

And I will keep moving

The battle continues!