I have many friends Yet I am most lonely I have some followers Yet I am no one's leader I am surrounding by many Yet I am deeply empty inside Many people looking up to me Yet I have no one to look up to. There are billions of people around I am that ignorable drop of water in ocean The economy is booming The financial sector is flourishing Yet my bank account is liquidating Everyone is living in their dreamed lands Yet I cant even find a bus shelter to rest my head Not to talk of having a good dream. Why am I still here? Of what use am I to this world? I feel like a burden to the people around me A disgrace to the parents that gave birth to me But seriously, why am I here? Do I even matter to anyone? Will I ever become something in the future? Does anyone even love or care about me? When I look at everything that’s happening To me, within me and around me, I praised the dead who are already gone Oh! How blessed are them who were never born For their souls escape the torment of loneliness That lives inside of me My life is like a buried coffin in the graveyard With many helpless and soulless bodies around Yet as silent as a cold blooded animal in a deserted island
This loneliness that makes me feel worthless Gives me time to reflect on my life And though I have nothing to show for last years I will not give up on my next years As long as I still have the breath in my lungs 'For a living dog is more better than a dead lion' Though my night be long, yet will I hold on My day is around the corner The sun will soon smile on me And I will feel the light at the end of the tunnel.